Embracing the Flow

I have known a few talented artists throughout my lifetime whom I envy for their technique. They would sit for hours to get their sketches or paintings just perfect. I would always think there was something wrong with the way that I created art since I have a more playful approach to my creating. I enjoy being spontaneous and to use vibrant colors and shapes.

Years ago, I used to be in art therapy and my art therapist commented on how bold I was with my use of the paintbrush. Being bold seemed to just come natural to me but in a way I started thinking it was wrong. Maybe I should use more muted colors or be more thoughtful in my movements? It's funny though because in my day to day life I was anything but bold. I was shy and quiet with anyone outside of my circle. When I went to create though I'd paint vibrant butterflies, birds soaring and flowers in full bloom. It was almost as if another part of my psyche was longing to be expressed. The deep desire for freedom still rumbled inside of me. One day I painted a bridge and on the other side of the bridge was the city of lights as I called it. I was on the other side of the bridge just looking and pondering if I should cross. I was afraid though of the unknown and it would be bold of me to leave behind everything that I once knew in order to go to this new, colorful city. I believe that was a message for me to make a transition in my real life and do something different...take a risk!

So now, when I sit down to paint I deeply appreciate the well thought of techniques that other artists may use but am also reminded that I'm getting messages every time I create on what's the next step ahead for me. When I just flow I become deeply intuitive and see what's right around the bend for me. So, the moral of the story is to embrace your creative style because I've found that it's a way of balancing you out and giving a voice to that which you may not be listening to otherwise.